InsaneJournal

Current mood:	curious
Current music:	"Chain" - BACK-ON

Why should the past be forgotten?
Lately I feel myself becoming more in touch with my past. Which is an odd feeling, I must say. Just now, suddenly, my hand was not my own. It was more elegant, with a kind of glove over it and long manicured nails.
The logical side of me tells me that past lifes are not real, that they are an illusion we maintain because it's scary to think that this lifetime is all we have. There is little proof, after all, of past lives or reïncarnation. If they existed, and we were reïncarnated souls, why would we have to forget our past lives? Perhaps it is a preference of a fresh start, or perhaps there just isn't such a thing as a soul. As a semi-intelligent person I usually feel torn between my logic and my faith. But I can't deny my own feelings and experiences, which have helped me be a firm believer that once my soul inhabited another body.

For a couple of weeks now I have felt my perception beginning to falter. I'll feel something against my back - something that causes my skin to tingle - but there is no one or nothing there. The incident of now, of my hand seemingly not being my own, hasn't happened to me since that "flashback" I had on the bridge in Malines. I think it's probably something that is linked to emotions more than anything else.

I believe that time-space is bended, or, better yet, like a cilinder. Layer after layer of "me"'s, in a way, but all with the same soul. It's possible that, whenever I experience happiness at the same time that one of my "other me's" experiences happiness, the time that seperates us momentarily merges, causing our souls to make a small exchange.

Gah, I'm so crappy at explaining it. X"D But oh well, that's my theory. I want to learn more about these other lifetimes, but I wonder wether or not it is better to forget. After all, there must be a reason why we forget.